Wednesday, May 10, 2017

Well the first days are the hardest days......

.....don't you worry any more, Cause when life looks like easy street, there is danger at your door.
Not quite 24 hours, but close enough. Today was a normal day, except no herb. To prepare for gainful employment I have chosen to curtail the smoking until I don't know for how long.
My appointment with Dr. Nelson Reinhardt went well. We talked about how I am feeling, what I can do to ease things and how to get support from people I love. I don't know how I feel about things just yet. I am still getting to know me. 
I worked in the garden today and had many moments when I would've loved a bong hit. It's reflexive, my mind goes there and and I said to myself, "hey self, go take your mind somewhere else".